this kind of flipped the script on me 2day!!

speechless if anything!!!>>>>>



this changed my mind..on a few things..just watch and you will see!!!...

Music 1st.............

the biggest delay of anything in my life...i was going to put out a song today..but thoughts changed...lol thanks (insert hater here)..!! but neway..this 100th post was suppose to be my mixtape...but couldnt help it..just thought i rather post some thoughts...ok well ALOTT has been happening since the last post..i moved 3 times since then..have my own spot now...own studio..pictures of that coming soon..lol..bt to sum everything up..i am happy now all dat bottle of stressed is off..and on music 1st you will hear y? but i will personally send out personal links to those who ask for a snippet of my song (back in the dayz) feat JP (a local rapper with mad skillz).. .. hit me up if you want snippets of it b4 it drops....well..alrite..love to anybody who reads...get at me .....

ooo and 1 more thing..shouts outs to the boy enVy for the mixtape cover!!..

ARTIST....

98 +1 = 99 post!!!!

song relaxes me alot...so much runnin threw my mind.....i mean...life comes quick...n things happen faster...well neway..sorry bout not posting the muzik yet..im still workinonit...tryin to make it perfect for all the listeners...tryin so hard 2 make it as perfect as i can....so many times ive written n rewritten verses..want to just have that feel for it....iight b4 i get into this..just thought i post somethin b4 i get to 100..cuz i am shurr u all know what the 100th post will be....if u dont ...you will find out...

~~~~~~~ARTIST~~~~~~~

forever..here..but NEVER gone!!!

Who am I?

i mean...i really dont know at this point in life...i am goin thru alot..ive lost ...ppl close 2 me..(not deaths)..but emotionally..its crazy...like these spins n curves llife can do to you..is crazy..i mean..all i want to do is be successful on some drake shit...seriously...like i have so much work 2 do..to get there...and i mean...this bloggin stuff aint workn out for me...no love from nobody..and ive always been a *LONER*...bt i mean....i write my thoughts..n have no1 to show...feedback on it... just waitin for the day..for things to actually go my way...i have so many doubters...n i honestly think i need change in this life...i am going to move to california..writting it off..on this..to really let myself know that its 100 percent sure that im moving out of this life here in AZ..these fake ppl ive met....every1 about themselves...dont care about you..so all i can say is F**K ARIZONA...and the ppl here...cz i dont need this...at all...i mite regret those words yeah..but this life ruined me....just all these fake friends n woman...??...mann its crazyyyy..how fake these girls are here...only bout themselves..n how to better themselves..not carin how you feel...felt as bad as i could down here....girls broke my heart here...n i mean i dont regret ..cz i learned..n stronger from it....but like im sayin..i just need 2 start new..meet new ppl...and go back to my roots...in which is Cali...a place i got to be...prolly one of the last posts ill ever put on here...(besides wen i post my muzik) like i said i eventually would..if u really paid attention to that..but my muzik is droppin sunday...most of it ..will be on my blog....hate it...or love it....AS LONG AS U LISTEN TO IT>...dats all i need 2 know...soo out with this thought..and out of this state....

HUMAN GIANT!!!!

this show was great..i use to watch it all the time...these guys were super funny hahaa...jst check out these clips haaha..


lmao......



lets goo.... ahahaha

Song Of Great Relaxation!!!!!....

NERD...has always been one of my fav..growin up..since ROCKSTAR POSER...ive always been down with them..when i use 2 hop on my skateboard....to rockn tight pants...ive always been down with them...but this song...is soo chill...like u cn b outside..chilln n listen to this song...can be doin almost nething..n this song ..will just zone you out...soo chill ..n listen to this song...make u feel..like their isnt so many worries in life!!....

Say HI TO YOUR MOTHER for me!!

Saturday Night Live - Mark Wahlberg Talks to Animals



i was ...dyin when i first seen this..ahaha..hw much he sounded just like Mark Wahlberg ..ahaha..i seen this yesterday for the first time...but i knew i had to put this on the blog ahaha..check it out...you will agree with me ...